We Read to Know We Are Not Alone

salam uols...

tajuk entry tu - we read to know we are not alone
is quote from CS Lewis
novelist - poet - academic dan sebagainya...
the chronicles of narnia salah satu nukilan beliau :D

ok...  dah berminggu2 blog tak update

alasan yang sama - sampai bosan nak tulis kekdahnya

ye... iols sibuk banget

so niat nak update blog sokmo aje tertangguh-tangguh....

last week - monday adik iols admitted ke KPJ Shah Alam

demam denggi uols... iols tau pun dah tengahhari

kebetulan iols cuti setengah hari - lepas lunch

sebabnya pun nak ke hospital jugak - hospital serdang

melawat mak sedara iols yg admitted kat sana

jadiknya - hari isnin tu sekali harung lah kan

jalan2 ke hospital berziarah kekdahnya

all is good as of today - adik iols dah sihat semula

discharged last saturday and so did my auntie

discharged lebih awal - hari khamis kata sepupu iols...

and this week - school holidays - seminggu aje pun kan...

my kids - at home.... abg ajim ulang-aling ke rumah nenek

maklum le... dah dekat kekdahnya

kejap kat umah - then naik plak ke rumah nenek

tak penat ke kaki heols tu mendaki tangga???

hik hik hik

ekceli - banyak mende nak cerita

hanya tak tau nak start macam mana

and also - terasa jugak nak buat summary buku2 - novel2 yg iols baca

tapi - macam tak cukup masa

dan jugak - a bit malas

hak hak hak

nak kata banyak sangat2 buku2 or novel2 yg iols baca - tak jugak lah

sebulan 3 buah buku - selalunya lah

english books mostly - iols jarang baca buku or novel melayu

nak plak novel2 sekarang yg tak habis2 pasal kisah cinta

errghhhhh!~ rasa loya ye...

hiks

english books - selalunya kisah benar - child abuse atau kisah2 rumahtangga yg porak peranda
or kisah2 kat timur tengah atau china zaman dulu - zaman perang

banyak pengajaran buku2 sebegini - 
especially buku2 pasal child abuse

make you see a different side of children growing up

what and why they behave in certain ways

why the are like that - or act like that

buatkan iols lebih bersungguh untuk beri perhatian kepada anak2 iols

not that selama hari ni tak beri perhatian pun

but - it makes you realize - what if... you are no longer around

what will happen to them? will they be neglected?

will they miss you? will they realize how much they love you?

will they regret of how they treated you?

would you want them to regret?

if - how - why - will and the not knowing

banyak betul berlegar2 kat dalam kepala otak ni...

but it's a good thing - makes you appreciate what you have now..

emmmm... apa aje lah kan yg iols membebel ni

 gotta go now ye... ada keja ni

ekceli ambik masa sekejap ni - sebelum bukak laptop utk download files yg banyak tu

all past projects - banyak nak kena diselamatkan 

sebelum opis buat pengemasan file...

so... off for now

salam and adios

muahhhhhhhhhhhh n muahhhhhhhhhh!~